after another night of aimless web surfing, looking for inspiration, and reality, looking for heart deep contentment...or perhaps it is just pure romanticism that I seek...sleep evades my eyelids, my mind, my body....it is in the early dawn hours again and before I give up my chance at a night's sleep I commit these words to permanence....is there anyone else still awake, invisible, and yearning?

Wednesday, April 13, 2011

what i have learned so far....

So it is another all-nighter of essay writing and youtube and facebook surfing, but i feel that this night, this very moment is very different than all those moment before now, because I have grown, I have learned so much, I am wise, older, and hopefully stronger....

I have learned that I find inspiration in other passionate individuals. That when i have writer's block, I just have to look up my favorite creative souls like: Clara C, Kina Grannis, India Arie, Sarah Kay, and the amazing people I have meet over the past month....

I learned that these creative powerhouses help me find myself everyday and night...helps me keep struggling and not give up.

I learned that I am worth that struggle, that I can do it with inspiration, that I need it to live and sustain. I learned that I need to be around creative spirit and passion to invigorate myself. I learned that I am a sunflower growing in the sunlight...

water and sunlight, art and soul, life is a miraculous thing...just keep on living!

signing off with love, lots of love and heart!